Messed up ?!……..

I have always wanted to do it right to make sure I was happy and others were happy as well ……But the same way I was told by a lady I love and honor so much “The world is never fair “!?You need to be tough but never lose your kindness !..\

So today I woke up listening to a wonderful podcast on the unfuck your brain series on Self-belief and for sure I took something home. In every mistake or area I mess up I should ask my self what phase of this episode am I in reality? What should I learn? Should I adjust the volume reduce the contrast or let the theme be black and white.

I have always been a Happy girl who seeks to explore her world and get the best from it all. Sometimes in deep silence while sometimes in being Loud and messy. I don’t really mind it at all. I have come to learn that I can only be a Me. So it’s my choice to either adjust or remain in the same stage. Crying is never an option for me anymore. Sometimes I feel terrible and just wanna get on a rooftop and shout my heart out, Sometimes I just wanna get in the road and get to a whole new place. Sometimes I want to get buried so deep into my books and never wake up to the reality I am in.

But are these the real solutions to my mistakes are they the factors that define me as an individual? Definitely no

All in all life just like pain is to be faced and let go, Once given a chance to be happy be the happiest you can ever be …smile your Jaws into expansion and just take a breath and thank God that You actually are alive.

Shared too much? And you are probably wondering where I am headed to right? Or you are like why share? Just keep it to yourself anyways it doesn’t matter !oooh well I just wanted to tell me and you that it’s okay not to be okay .To feel broken down and heartbroken. But it’s never that serious!

Take a deep breath look at your reflection on the mirror and Oooh yeah I am Enough! I can Do it! I can still do it! I am worth it! And I love me!

Never let anyone take that away from you. You will fall but the truth is you will rise up again and you will Nail it !!!