The lies that bind (part 1)

She closed her eyes tightly ……..kneeling down she gasped softly and said Father soon enough everything will change! It will be different ☺️it won’t last forever…..as a warm drop of tears rolled down her cheeks, her throat swelled up in pain and right there she thought she had hit the rock bottom ….!

Her insides were fading day by day but since she was a fighter she chose to keep going since she Didn’t want to disappoint them that believed in her. Those that thought she had it all in place.As time passed her perfect smile 😃 was replaced by an occasional grin whenever she was in public.

Her heart was growing lonelier day by day and In despair she was looking forward to that day she’d get to that beautiful world she had created in her mind. Books became the escape room where her inner being could find solace.

It was where she’d get the perfect the joy, peace and the drive to want to live longer and see it unfold and become a reality. She wanted to live there so bad ……In the books, she would talk to animals, fall In love with the hottest man on earth, and just like Cinderella fall from what was a ratcheted life to that that had been perfected. But who would even be willing to be her fairy godmother 😅😅huh ……….But she never stopped hoping ……!

In the depths of the night, she’d lie on the grass and with her tiny pair of binoculars count the stars giving each star a name hoping that one day she’d see a shooting star 🌠 and make a wish …….

On her 14th birthday, she got a beautiful pink diary from her grandma and a beautiful fluffy pen that she valued so much. These two never left her sling bag. It is on this tiny diary that she wrote all her tiny and huge secrets ✨She had her dreams well outlined and highlighted there too nobody would ever take them away from her ……….

On one of her occasional walks to the park, She met him 🥺🥺her heart felt so warm 😁😉the gap she had always felt in her deepest was all over sudden full 😊 Was he the Mr perfect they had always told her about? …………..