Hello ,am glad you found me and by the fact that you found me ,this means that it’s time …the time for you to unravel and become who you’ve always meant to be as from today your confusion is gone and you are just about to make the biggest decision of your life 
Dear H,
I hope you are doing dear one ,am so sure I am the last person you want to hear from but spare some few minutes and hear me out.
I have seen all that you have been going through ;the many hurts disappointments and shame you have had to go through in the name of love .you love so deeply and that’s why you are hurt more .By now you’ve lost your self esteem and ability to love anymore since you can’t trust anyone with your fragile heart …..I do understand I being the biggest contributor…….I don’t want to pretend that’s it’s all okey to just leave and not say anything .It was wrong and I truly regret my actions .When I left your life I didn’t leave simply because I hated you or you weren’t enough as my BFF ……..You were actually the best and still remain to be the best friend I will even have in my life .
I’m sure you are now left wondering why did you leave then if after all you were aware of the pain and the hurt I was going through ??!…….Why did you have to do this ?
Yeah I do understand all this ;having to go through this all alone with no shoulder to lean on …….but try to look at it this way …….remember those days I’d see you in church every Sunday .Singing and nodding to all the beautiful melodies that were played there .The beautiful bible study sessions our families had . But now this has all faded .I missed seeing you this Happy .whenever we were together I’d look deep into your eyes and see how happy you were,how you invested your time emotions and devoted yourself to making us work 🥺 .But the glow you once had were no longer there .all this time I felt so guilty for taking up that special place yet I alone could not fully satisfy the void in your heart ….my love would never fill you fully you’d still long and want more 😃I saw this deep longing and deep affection in you and didn’t know what to tell you …….As I saw something very key was missing ♥️true love
It was so hard for me to have to leave the way I did but since I loved you so much I had to leave for you to discover this hidden gem that you are 🥺you don’t need me to complete you but Love Himself is what you needed.I had to leave so that you could create room for LOVE ….The one who could love you unconditionally ,limitlessly above and beyond ♥️
The one who’d never have to leave you alone or make you feel unwanted and to whom you’ll never come second.Deep within I could see how wounded you were but I knew I wasn’t enough or good enough for you …..!i wanted better for you ….!! I wanted real happiness in your life completely happy ……
I’d look at your porch and wouldn’t see you .The ever drawn Curtains in your room during day time and this would bring me so much pain.In school I’d look forward to seeing your beautiful eyes and smiles no where to be seen 🥺this was no longer there ……
I wanted to let it Go and just come directly to you and give you a nice big hug and reassure you that it was all gonna be okey 🥺but my hands were tied I had promised to allow you grow …deep into the nights I’d cry praying for you that you’d soon revived and we’d be Us once more ……. But it seemed to take forever ……..Not once or twice did I want to give up on us …..but chose to remain strong for us …..and that’s why I am writing this to you today 🥺I can’t take it any more 
I want you to know the truth ….! You are beautiful you are intelligent you are amazing you are kind you are wonderful you are nothing but the best and that’s why I want to introduce you to TRUE LOVE.
GOD is LOVE and in Him you can do all things …He alone can complete you and love you forever …..He truly cares for you and loves you so much and In him you can get the best out of you …..In him all your life will fall into place once more…!
He will never leave you as he deeply cares for you and through him you can see the world in a whole new way …….
And above all never forget to be the best version of you .Don’t let past hurts affect you or guide your life don’t let past mistakes determine who you become but above all as we all cheer you out here you need to be yourself’s best friend be your best cheer leader you are Amazing ❤️
Please forgive me for all I have caused you I wanted the best out of you but failed terribly in the execution.
I love you H ♥️
Yours truly
Sean
She read this letter tears rolling down her cheeks as she realized she had been wrong all this time 🥺and realized how much better her life was as she was in Christ .She decided to get back to the drawing board .This time round not motivated by hate and anger but motivated by love ❤️ and she smiled to herself and whispered “•Life has just gotten better •I am glad I get to do life with you every moment of your life •I love you H♥️•
The end
S.carson
SYLVIAH'S HAVEN 💯 