Broken ragged tired messed up wretched ………Hey God it’s me again.~she wrote
My heart is desperate for love I am forlorn I need some fixing 🥺How much longer can I wait ?How much longer do I have to do this again and again I am tired !!I can’t do it again I am throwing in the towel!Why me ? Of all the people why me ?why not her ?why not him ?!! I am tired!! My insides are breaking the walls all round me seem to be crashing and breaking right here !!I can’t do this anymore !!
I deserve better!! At the moment nothing seems to make sense Deep in the insides I am crumbling down day by day in each minute ,second & microsecond!! My world is ending right from the insides!! Were you actually right when you Said let the earth open up and swallow me whole cz that’s all that matters now !! This universe doesn’t deserve me 🥺I have got nothing to offer !!
She needed comfort but who was to offer it ? Who was even willing to give it 🥺? She posted pics of her on Instagram and all she got was 10 or no likes no one seemed to appreciate who she was ……She tried twitter ,posted a pic as she thought this was the land of the free spirited who would never stop at nothing but speak their minds (tweeps )!!
By the next day she was trending not for the good and nice things but they were body-shaming her , washing her dirty linen in the sight of the all the hungry for information tweeps the so called twitter DCI !! Social media seemed to be the only place where could find solace but it turned out to be the beast that would consume her whole!!
She still chose to hold on hoping that she could give a chance to the ones who chose to stand with her those who used their voices to defend her.As they slid through her dms some of the “good ones” turned out to be the beasts those who came to her directly objectifying her and wanting to take advantage of her naivety!! She was hopeless 😩!! She wished she was a super human who could turn all this around but could she !! The damage had been done already !!! She was tired she wanted to die!!🥺🥺
All these things rang in her mind she wished that she was no more 🥺Her life was a wreck looking at her peers she had concluded that none of that which she believed in was true her faith was well packed and dumped in the dust bin.The only spark she could see was the sparkle of death! She spent a whole eternity perusing through the internet for what was the perfect death painless but sure !
Convinced that this was it she slowly matched to the chemist determined to get this Perfect medicine that would Mark the end of all her struggles 🥺On this day she was sure that things would get better 😃!maybe she’d smile with the angels 🥺
But just right on time something happened !! (Stay tuned I’m showing you something 😃😃
Of course this is not a real story 😃🥺but it’s still qualifies as a sad experience 😩 You probably didn’t expect me to write this well here I am 😭but am writing this heart broken 💔Today I get to talk about suicide !!
According to WHO We upto 800 000 people die due to suicide every year, which is one person every 40 seconds!!!!
WHO
Apparently, Suicide is a global phenomenon and occurs throughout the lifespan. Effective and evidence-based interventions can be implemented at population, sub-population and individual levels to prevent suicide and suicide attempts. There are indications that for each adult who died by suicide there may have been more than 20 others attempting suicide.
Suicide is often an act that is made during a storm of strong emotions and stress !!it is not made after careful consideration!!
There are many causes of suicide …..But it’s really easy for us to overlook them by simply thinking that that these people are just being hysterical and cannot handle their emotions!! This is a real problem in our society but we apparently won’t see it simply because we can’t step into their shoes we won’t feel the weight of their emotions !!Like the young girl above ;this would have been solved early enough and we probably wouldn’t loose her that soon !!I mean it’s easy not to relate to the story as most of them won’t say it loud!! Though am sure most of us have been though experiences that made us want to stay in bed all day !
The fact is that No depressed person will shout it loud like Whoooooow am losing it !!! We will see them smiling and hear stories that the person is no more 😭!! This is very painful !! We need to be very intentional 🤗Well beyond that hi have you ever tried to enquire and ask whether the person is okay digging into that I am fine and going beyond telling them it is well ??to seeking psychological help for them ?!
Depression has been named to largest cause of suicide accounting to about 23% of all the suicide cases in America !! I mean Depression can make people feel great emotional pain and loss of hope, making them unable to see another way to relieve the pain other than ending their own life.!!!
To avoid making this super long I’ll leave it at that but once am back we shall explore some of the reasons as to why people end their lives !!
Hopelessness
SYLVIAH'S HAVEN 💯 
